AND FINALLY! since rach and jas helped me with blogspot 100 years ago, i finally decided to lift my stupid fingers and tadda! no more ryuribaby :)

here's my new blog: CLICK!

alphabet atmosphere

i've got! the reindeer section! all the way from seattle! and one clump of seattle advert cards and a map! the album's good and mellow. it doesnt have a lyric book but thank you : ) who wouldnt stop convincing, three years three years. sigh!

i wanna go for a school camp thing! and rally! and then from there, get so convinced that i can really really just go ahead with dreams and not just listen to the songs and thought that that was good. like now. and jas's magazine page made me fulamakperiodmemeriodnakmatihangonthedoormayat! hang on the door mayat. :) i miss my hang on the door mayat partner.

i feel, happy. by simple things. frustrated by, frustrating things and inconsiderate people. cf today was fun, not because there wasnt word, but because the worship was good, and the people are seriously nice to be with. walking before cf, and getting even with rachc and spontaneously sing songs with rekha is nice. today is a nice day. there'll be teppanyaki steamboat later which we'll be eating and watching the dance show! and i hope that person doesnt win. aaahh. being with light people doesnt, haha make me feel so heavy. it's somehow good to know where and what you're standing on and not knowing somehow where we're be going. but being silent during those conversations makes me feel slightly further, but is it just these that brought me here?
we close ourselves in concealed boxes lately and it gets tighter as the young grows older. where is intimacy, or the part where sword sharpens sword or where we can pray and say something more concrete. every second passing produces the people who'll grow to be louder but silent in those times.

you're so good to me (na na na na)
yc will be good!

Currently Listening Broken Social Scene By Broken Social Scene see related

my pen ink is getting lesser so quickly. faults are so easy to point out and expose by just one minute of the day and some people just dont sense efforts or at least, some effort. i feel so agitated just talking about matters yesterday. matters that didnt really matter but i just felt like talking about it so that it'll bring us closer.
i have japanese newpapers!

cell's going to multiply next month, which is soon. growth takes place without much realisation and when i do, there's so much growth spurting at every part. sometimes it's scary to think about it. dreadful sometimes. because i'm afraid i won't put effort or just take effort in people. but encouraging to see growth this past year and know there's more to come as we learn together. i'm looking forward actually. knowing that it's going to be good stuff since God is always always more than just good stuff.
i feel so, assured. just knowing the differences and knowing that God is. just. so. good. he'll take the little that i have and i know it's going to be good because he is so big.

there's so many coloured people in school today. lynette makes me feel nostalgic today. and sanitary pads were spinning and floating slowly in the air, because we were lazy : )

happy belated birthday dear jasmine who annoys me like mad during the last period of class but i still love her anyways : ) and the non fp but hensem david and michelle with the cute laugh.

shoreline by broken social scene!! i like i like!

video!

transplants

there's so much to write about camp. i first quite dreaded going, maybe because i had to miss one eps of grey's anatomy. got home yesterday and dived to my bed and my whole body's aching and stuff. i miss camp, seriously. here are some things that makes my camp-:

my very nice group name: babalukashakabu / my very nice group people / being roup asst / ss-ing with ashley in the group /  singing hakunamatata / dao yan's keblurness / dancing to dandut / criss crossing / freaking out at abseiling and being bullied by the facilits / our group facilit / bathing moments / first night at the tp / sleeping in tents with ashley and kylie / interrogating people / the chicken dance that makes me happy! / screaming for the groups / cooking rice / being sticky under the hot sun / looking at how kevin leads / the super power people's cheer / getting smeared on the face with pink starchy stuff / working as a group / screaming babaluka / muscle pains / the blind fold game thing / amazing race thing / my easy a.r group which is always together / being second for a.r :) / sneaking up to my class in the dark with kay and lyn / last night / talking with the two clans / laughing at rach choi / talking from top to bottom / and all the horny stuff at both sides / listening to jefferson's stories / bullying pei song / eating hotel breads / listening to complaints / using the school's dslr to take lotsa pictures! / keeping babaluka high spirited / watching and doing presentations / barely sleeping / rover being a hit / putting toothpaste on rach c's face (she's one really funny head prefect) / eating chicken and rice for every meal / the super nice milo in the morning / talking to people i barely talk to / playing pepsi cola / throwing rover up to the sky / swaying and singing songs together / laughing with jas and lyn at the funny phrases / knowing others more / differences getting together / seeing smk 13 so together / my school rocks socks lah :) camp rocked socks!